Gospel of Mary Magdalene session 4 – Desire
I unfurl into the cycles of my own cells, that mature, decay and shed. My body recycles daily and it has been its own Garden for all my days.
Seeding, growing, expanding, wilting, rotting, composting, rejuvenating since birth.
I am birth and death in a day. Marvellous Me.
I am She of a thousand stars above
and smooth wind upon the brow
I am She who adores you with kisses upon that brow
I am She who rushes like the waves to meet your feet
upon the shores of your dearest tidings
I am within the night of the dream weaver
and in the days of sadness upon your tear soaked cheeks
I am in your thoughts as you tend to your loving cares
I am in your remembrance of friendships that feel joy to you
I am that bridge of the Heart from you to another
I am within and outside of your Heart
I am the connection from your eyes, your thoughts, your touch of hand
and hand on Heart
I go with you into the darkest places you may be sent
I walk by your hand brushing upon mine
Just grasp my soft fingers when you are needing steadying
I will carry you wholly across that threshold
into the door of it surrounded by my Love for you
I am She of a thousand stars
I am here for You
I pray to the Grandmothers, the Mothers
The Sisters and Daughters
I pray to the Changemakers, the Songmakers,
And the Homemakers
I pray to the Winds of Movement
The Rivers of Guardians
The Earth Lovers
And the Fire Warriors
I pray for Change
When dirt and decay become a master piece of my hands
when the ending of a cycle is just a resting into the not yet started
like the night is not yet a dawn
and the dream has finished and the waking state is not begun
the in between, the vision and the arising……
when dirt is just dirt and the seeds are not yet sprung
when dirt is the life within my hands
and the dream in one
I thank you all for a spirited year of connection, joy, laughter, grief, tears and sounding our voices in release and keening.
I pray for love, more connection to you all in joy and heart blooming inspiration.
I pray that next year I will be gatherings with you, to sing, voice, touch your hand in mine as your spirit has touched my heart this year.
I thank the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers, our ancestors, the ancient ones the wise and the well for pulling us together. I thank the great mysteries of the those that guide me, my angel guardians, my spirit guides for bringing me into circle and session with beautiful souls and those that have pure hearts. I thank the greatness for new friendships, for long held loving relationships, for family and community that have held us as we have experienced challenges and expressed our emotions in safe communion.
I am grateful for All this and so much more. I am grateful to the All and the Only, to the consciousness of oneness and my grateful heart sends out so much love to yours for now in this present moment, I am Truly Blessed.
There is time for everything and everything has its time…..
Into this place I send my soul song streaming and the elements return the sound into my own. I am here without time and in no place. I have space between the particles of my being and my bones.
Can you feel it, this shift in spirit? I see our forms as energy all thinking, dreaming, perceiving, doing, projecting. I see all those projections as cords, the unaware.
Within my own space, what am I projecting, what have I perceived?
Much of this is not my own, so who am I? I see my form, looking back at me and what do I see?
The perceptions of myself have dropped away, who am I Now? In this moment, there is just my form looking back at me, this is ending, dying, birthing….this is New.
In the darkest of night
that is when the soul burns bright
When I am on my knees in prayer
the load breaks, no more I can bare
When burdens scatter to the floor
I can say I have given my All
I welcome the dark in me
as this is when I truly see
When the darkness fades
precipitated, end of a phase
I can say I was present to it all
I keened but I did not fall
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What if my thoughts on land energy clearing are not on point? What if there is a fault in my thinking? What if some places have energy clearing all adhered to through spirit?
You see certain places have an energy keeper the “Spirit of Place”. This is spirit that is a guardian, to be Keeper of the Land Place and Space. Maybe we should be calling upon “Spirit of Place” before we enter into any rituals or ceremony, out of good intention, but maybe we ask first?! Maybe this way we get connected, reconnected to that Keeper.
My thoughts recently have been that we have a duty to clear spaces on the land, our natural spaces, our sacred spaces so that energies are not held on the land, and yes, we are talking land trauma here. But what if this is not always necessary? What if rituals and ceremony, specially in sacred ancient sites is already taken care of by the other realms, the unseen.
I recognise that some places have that “feeling” right? This makes me think that land is like clearing any space. You know when a room it just needs a clearing of energy, that dense feeling after a tense meeting or a building after a trauma event, so why is an outside space any different! Do we have a responsibility to take care of the energies in just the same way? And on that note, do we recognise that the same respect for energy to flow is also a clearing we need to respect within ourselves, the body. After all a spirit resides within us too, we are the Keeper of our body.
So my point here is do we seek consent? Do we ask for consent and listen, inwardly and outwardly? We may just connect to the Spirit of Place if we do.
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